Changing Blog?

Yeap, you heard it.

Shengapura's moving again

To where? To whom?

Not yet decided.





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A Unique Boy In A Unique World

People have been asking me when I'll write a book.

To tell you the truth, I don't really know.

Then I realized something...

I will have so much to write, so much to learn during these 2 years.

Yes, I'll write. Write for a reason.

Write my own experiences, bad or good, and my own thoughts.

Something I'll remember for the rest of my life.

I'm not really sure this book will hit the shelves, but I want the readers to laugh, cry, shout and scream, and show their own emotions, and as much as I want to show them, when they read my book. That's the most important to me.

But I hope it do, become a topseller. Make my dream come true.

Then I can be a called a writer already!





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Hey Monday - 6 Months

You're the direction I follow
To get home
When I feel like I can't go on
You tell me to go
And it's like I can't feel a thing
Without you around
Don't mind me if I get weak in the knees
'Cause you have that affect on me
You do

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm ok
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now
And no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder
So...

Everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

So please give me a hint
So please give me a lesson on how to steal
To steal a heart as fast as you stole mine
As you stole mine, yeah

Oh, and everything you say
Every time we kiss I can't think straight
But I'm ok
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss
As much as I hate missing you

So please give me a hint
So please just take my hand

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Something I feel can really express my feelings now.

I hate to admit, I still miss her.

Sometimes I really wish things would had worked out differently...





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A Letter Of Appeal

To dad:

I need demand a new house!

I know, a new house is a long term investment, and I need to have a solid reason why we should move. But don't you worry dad, instead of 1, I give you aplenty to think about!

Just don't choke over your luncheon meat!

1. Our house is really bloody small.

We ain't 4 years old anymore. We are already 20+ and we need a room to ourselves.

Plus the amount of junk you don't want to throw, it's growing. Soon I have to think of ways to keep you from throwing your HD TV for a bigger one.

2. The place is dusty.

See ar, dusty place means we live in dirty environment. And it also means no one wants to do anything about cleaning it.

So might as well suggest we should move! When you move house, we will clean up, and I will have more motivation to clean!

3. I need my own room.

I need my own room, to study, to work, to have fun.

And to store all my personal stuffs.

4. I need a new wardrobe.

What does it affect?

At least my clothes won't be all over the place anymore! My cupboard too small liao eh.

If mines too small, you don't even need to think about mum and sis one =p

5. We need a bigger living room.

For yor hi-fi set.

Or else we can't optimize it!

6. We need a dining room.

Together with the living room.

So that we can have TV dinner =p I'm sure you are going to approve this idea 1000 nods/sec.

7. The next door neighbours.

What happen if...

You know la.... So why not move now?

8. A new place, a new beginning.

Yep, we really need.

Somewhere our whole family can do something new again.

9. A place closer to everywhere!

A place I can go to school faster, go to town, and go to work!

10. Finally, we won't be moving out soon.

Don't worry dad! I can't see myself from moving out from this home soon. I just love it, and so does sister too.

From,
your son!





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Erdinger

I promise that this entry was done in an extremely sober mood, and it had nothing to do with the pint of Erdinger I drank yesterday.

Come on, it was only a pint.

Nah, maybe I shouldn't suggest that or I'll be dubbed as an alcoholic sooner or later. Am I?

My mind was drifting away as we were talking on relationships yesterday night.

I thought, how true it was when Sarah said about how my relationships often ended up being crash and burn.

Yes, in the end it all crashed and burn. The same way, the same context, just different people.

I admit that I really did something awful when she was still here, and when she's gone I can't do anything much about it, and probably she hated it and now she won't even talk to me...

It did real damage to my heart I swear, but what can I do now?

Yes, I can do something.

It's called moving on. Time will heal earlier damages, and somewhere down the road if we are really fated, we will meet again.

As for now, I'm trying to love every minute of being myself, after all time and tide waits for no man.

Hopefully I can find someone somewhere out there who loves me for me.





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Soul Urge Number

Dear Yong Sheng, your soul urge number is 9 which mean have color soul .

Below are the formula of number calculation :


Y+O+N+G+S+H+E+N+G
7+6+0+0+0+0+5+0+0=18
1+8=9


Below are the explanation per each vovel number:

A = 1
E = 5
I = 9
O = 6
U = 3
W = 5
Y = 7

Below are the explanation of soul urge number 9:

With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

Positive Traits : You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

Negative Traits : You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

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How true...





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Empty

Ran like an empty fuel tank today.

I just run and run and run. I never really cared what's around me, except I really hated to hear footsteps when I run.

I did 15km in 1 hr 24 mins and 35 seconds.

Not really my personal best, but hey I think I can finish 21km within 2 hrs hopefully.

Then 42km, here I come!





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